Boring Saturday

The boys have gone to Syracuse to party, leaving me here alone. But that's ok, I've got things to do.

I've been invited to a birthday party in July. I really really want to go, but I don't think I'll make it. It's not just the money, I don't think my passport will come through in time. And I don't even think I should really meet one of the birthday people like that. I'd just embarrass her and cause a scene. That's not cool. I'd love to see her, but I think we really do have different things on the agenda. :( Plus I don't want to ruin the friendship. So, I'll keep her as a good friend and try to swallow my heart back down where it belongs.

Don't make too many people fall in love with you babe.

Finally took some photos of my new swimsuit. Gah! I'm horrible. Certainly need to get to the gym and start the workout routine. Can't believe how freakin' fat I am. I don't feel that big and my clothes don't fit any different, but I really didn't know my arse was so big.

( Aaah! My eyes! )

So not bad for a suit. The body inside needs to get in the pool and get working. Amazed anyone would want to even touch me like that. Eck, I must have been that size my whole life and just never seen it.

( One more pic for fun )

I guess that's a good documentation of the 'before' state.

There was something else I was going to write about, but I've forgotten what it was.