23rd

Not much I really want to air right now. Things are still bad on this side of things. Not much I can do to change my situation at this point in time either. Work sucks, health sucks, life sucks, you name it. Been trying to make the correct life choices when they present themselves, but it's hard to know which direction is the right way when nothing makes sense and right and wrong doesn't apply. It's great to have morals and high ground, but more often that gets you fucked in the end, and I'm tired of being fucked over. I have to remember things could be worse. Then again they could be better. It's hard watching your life unravel. I wish I had an answer, but I know the answer I'd going to get is not the one I want. It's just a matter of time really. Did manage to knock a Ghost show off the bucket list. When's the last time I posted? Yeah, they were great. Don't care too much for Tobias as a human being, but the show is good. Going to see Terry when he swings through, and Travis again. Really is horrible thinking that it will be the last time I see these people. More scans on the 30th, so will know more then.