Melatonin

Had to drug myself to sleep again. It worked, but with the melatonin the dreams are worse. I'm awake, but asleep. It's disturbing. It's part memory, part dream, maybe part astral contact? It'd be nice if they were - at least I'd have some answers. The dreams are very nice, and I get about ten seconds of happiness when I first wake up, but then reality crashes back and I've got to get out of bed and away for a bit to calm down. Makes for a very broken sleeping pattern. Not that I slept well in the first place. God only knows what I'm mumbling or doing while I'm sleeping. Not a word from William and I know he'd call me on it.

Haven't been writing. Haven't been doing much of anything other than just trying to get through the days. Still walking in the morning on my off days.

Christy is going in for surgery on Monday, so might pop over to her place and see if they need help. Tony's better these days and Hunter is grown so likely there's little I need to do for them.

Just sitting here. Should go clean the parking lot. That will help. It's a mess and I like being useful.