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[soobiebear]

Fuck, it just deleted everyintg I tupeed. Was going on about how much I relied upon Uncle DOug's strengh althoush I'd only met the man twice. He made quite the impression on me and now that the Smirnoff is kicking in I hove no qualms at saying that I owe him my live several times over. he doesn't know that but it's ok. He's cool as it is. William does'nt undersnad either why I cru for Uncle Doug when I get this drunk. Doug is my fethaer's nam butw. It's dunerstanle that his's confust. I can't see th emoitor right now. No clue what I'm typing. u really want things to go back wo whaen they wer sumple, when the guys at eh Raddoson woulrd call me a taxi and all would be fine. IT's not so simple anymoew is it? Not since Richard and Pete bouncedd ijro jy kufe, I;d better g nowk, cant; keep in tou

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I love upi Jesssica neber soppped and it hurts so bad knowing you can;t feel the same. I have to get off of her hurts. Love you

Suz

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[(Anonymous)]

Honey...

-JAK

[(Anonymous)]

Some nights, reading your blogs keep me alive.

[babzz.livejournal.com]

Are you alright??

[soobiebear]

Yes, I'm fine. Just doing my self destruct thing again. Brought the pneumonia right on instead of letting it linger for weeks. In the long run it will have been a good thing, but I still need to clean the vomit upstairs. It's amazing how much vomit can come from an empty stomach. :(

[babzz.livejournal.com]

:( *hug*