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Jan. 20th, 2008
Relationship Issues
Jan. 20th, 2008 10:34 pmSo, if you've been following along you already know the score.
If you've not, here's a ( brief synopsis )
So, that's it. Basket case or not, vote now. Either way it's a no-win scenario. Koybiashi Maru eat your heart out. It was bound to happen sooner or later. That's what happens when one gets married too young to the wrong person.
He just did it again. I was upstairs in my room, he was downstairs in his. He called me downstairs and through the house to tell me the dog had to go potty. Uh, excuse me, you're right there and more than capable. Oh, and by the way, I had to get him a beer. So I stood there for a few moments in my drunken stupor, hoping he'd notice me or something, and of course he didn't. I got a nice 'What are you looking at' in response. I'm looking at nothing, I guess.
That's the summation of it all. Sure to be regretted as soon as my head clears, but I don't think I've felt so open in a long time.
Is there anyone out there who I'd be happy with, or am I destined for a life of 'You'll do, for now'? I never thought I was particularly capable of love. Or rather, love is easy. I love too many, and that's my downfall. Walking away is the tough one.
If I was tougher, I would.
If you've not, here's a ( brief synopsis )
So, that's it. Basket case or not, vote now. Either way it's a no-win scenario. Koybiashi Maru eat your heart out. It was bound to happen sooner or later. That's what happens when one gets married too young to the wrong person.
He just did it again. I was upstairs in my room, he was downstairs in his. He called me downstairs and through the house to tell me the dog had to go potty. Uh, excuse me, you're right there and more than capable. Oh, and by the way, I had to get him a beer. So I stood there for a few moments in my drunken stupor, hoping he'd notice me or something, and of course he didn't. I got a nice 'What are you looking at' in response. I'm looking at nothing, I guess.
That's the summation of it all. Sure to be regretted as soon as my head clears, but I don't think I've felt so open in a long time.
Is there anyone out there who I'd be happy with, or am I destined for a life of 'You'll do, for now'? I never thought I was particularly capable of love. Or rather, love is easy. I love too many, and that's my downfall. Walking away is the tough one.
If I was tougher, I would.