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Needless to say I have not gone home and am sticking out for the duration mostly due to a good chat with RA, Tod, & Sherry. That's not to say that I'm not catching the soonest flight out of here. Thank god it's only tonight and part of tomorrow. Should be home Tuesday, maybe even tomorrow if I can get a standby flight. Just can't deal with the muso's and the drama anymore. Still hanging out with us normal working stiffs, but ... uugh, I don't know how Wolf can be so cool and Viv such an ass. They're like best mates. Don't even get me started on the whole inner workings of Poison or the fire at SLC or any of that stuff. Maybe I'm just getting too old for this shit.

Lunch, where we went out to eat:


At least there are little breaks of happiness here and there.

Illing

I had a fucking smoke and now I feel so goddam sick I don't know what Rick was using but between his incense and the smoke and I don't think I've eaten anything but that cake and a donut for brekky with the Heinekin I stole from Richard that Rick's yelled at me for yet again I just feel like total shit. He does have some neurontin I'm taking home with me sos that'll be good. Talked to him about Marty and Dan, they've both lost legs along the way and it's just nice to know he's gonna help Marty get a new socket 'cos his is all busted up and he doesn't even have a flexible foot or a pump and he's been on the leg he's got now for the last ten years or so it's realy bad cracked right by the toes like they do about three months after he got it and the company wouldn't replace it but it's the best he's got and he's still walking around on it.

Am so ready to go home even tho I'll really miss a few people I just want to go home and sleep in my own bed and eat real food for a change.

Rory is supposed to call sometime tonight. Latest update is he had an abcess in his brain where they took out the cancer and he had another surgery this past Monday. He's home now, but he called last night and I was working, couldn't talk to him so he said he'd call back today, but it's 7pm and I'm gonna be busy unless I can sneak away at some point.

With luck this out will be quick as everyone rushes to get home for the holiday. I have to go through LA to get over past Santa Monica on the 10 and it's just gonna take forever and I already don't feel good and would rather just sleep somewhere near tonight but we've got two more fly dates added on and have to get to LAX early Tuesday. He showed me on a map how close the wildfires are to his house and I couldn't believe it. Can kinda of smell it here tonight and for the last few days probably not helping the upset stomach at all.

Should go now, long night ahead will probably feel better if I throw up but I don't want the shoeless wonder giving me that look and deciding to watch over me all night.