Adamandeve

Broke my favourite 'toy' a few weeks back. It was noting superly fantastic, just something I'd picked up with Amy on Rt 11 back in the day. The little spinning bit at the end broke off and was kind of bouncing around in the head with every push. It was 10 years old or so, I don't know, not sure how long these things are supposed to last. The one i bought in college is still well, but that's not mechanical. It sticks to the bathroom drawer paint, but... silicone. Not sure why. Did I mention it's 7am and I'm pretty drunk on G&T? Anyway, haven't bought myself anything new since I've been in Texas, and have been looking at glass since forever. Finally broke down and bought one with a half off coupon, because I don't by anything full price. 4th of July sale. Whateves. It's bigger than the little pink one, still not abnormally large like the purple one (that I got because it was the same size as someone I'd recently slept with a the time, RIP JR). Hopefully shipping won't take too long. The old pink one, while giving me may years of pleasure, now makes a weird klanking noise when I use it, not that I ever used the vibration feature, it never had batteries in it. It was just off putting, you know? Especially with William being sick, I don't want to let him know how often I do have to take care of myself. It's not his fault, the chemo does take a lot out of him and he's just unable, but for all the media attention on raising women's libidos there is not a single pill with the sole intention of lowering a libido yet. Side effects, yes, but not as a primary activator.

I should probably sleep. Gotta piss. Wrote a lot tonight. Willow is up over 75k and I still don't think I could ever post it anywhere. It's the wrong sort of RPS. Love it, having a great time with the characters, but I've stolen the wrong name and identity to be postable. Uugh.. hurts to think. Off to bed. Get me off the internet.