Frustration
Jun. 30th, 2009 08:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Kate's old lappy has finally died and gone to hard drive hell. It's a miracle the damn thing lasted as long as it did, it was dying back a year plus ago when I was using it.
Pete's doing a bit better. Still taking up his share of resources at NHS and probably driving his doctors crazy. Lord knows he's got enough of them now. He's doing well at home, but as soon as he goes anywhere he starts drinking again. After 40 years of being in pubs and clubs and bars it gets to be a lifestyle. When he's home he's doing well, but he says he's so lonely. It's heartbreaking. That's mostly his complaint now, he's lonely and life is passing him by. He won't get it through his head that he's not 21 anymore, he's 59 for fuck's sake. It's pretty sad, I talk to him every day and there's always a reason why he hasn't done something about anything! Love him, but it's very fucking frustrating. LA's name has been mentioned, as ChrisG's commitments with Marshall have pulled him away. Pete's gotta get better before anything can really happen tho. I don't even think he could handle 'Petecam' duties like he was talking about and keep sober. Two or three years at home, learning how not to drink and then maybe, but not soon. Certainly not now. They're looking at August/September and I hate to be the downer telling everyone it's too soon.
Fin is getting fed up with Wayne Findlay's stuff (says it's too heavy) and it looks like that project is breaking up. Shame, 'cos it would have been fun to work with Kelle Rhoads. Can't understand a damn word Fin tries to say. Better to talk to him in email when I don't have to listen through the burr.
Oh, I passed my ABO test and am now certified according to industry standards. Not state of NY standards, but the rest of the country recognizes me.
There's a bunch of other things that went down while I was gone, but it's like that's already over now and it's movin' the project forward time.
DaveRat was saying the old CalJam in '74 was 105dB spl at 1 mile. Boggling.
(edit)
Added Meme
TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
A shovel
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I don't think I did. Went to work. SSDD.
How are you feeling at this moment?
Disappointed, a tad grumpy.
How did your night go last night?
Great, if you like getting bit by spiders
How did you do in high school?
Academically just fine, socially I was a failure.
How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I stole it from a cripple. (Sorry RA)
How often do you see ur best friend?
Occasionally
How much money did you spend last month?
All of it.
How old do you want to be when you get married?
Dead
How old will you be at your next birthday?
Now + 1
NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name?
Mare
What did you do last weekend?
Hung out with my dad
What is the most important part of your life?
Friends
What would you rather be doing?
Something stupid and dangerous
What did you last cry over?
Spilt Milk
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Excessive speed
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Long hair
What are you worried about?
Tiny, red, blood-sucking spiders crawling in my sheets at night
What did you have for breakfast?
Mt. Dew
EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Uh, yeah. My husband was married when I moved in with them.
Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Not really.
Have you ever been out of the country?
Oh ja. I've been to Ohio.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Besides giving it all away to join the circus? Nope.
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Sure, knifefights are inevitable.
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Not that I remember.
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yes
SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
William
Who was the last person you texted?
n/a
Who was the last person you hungout with?
My dad
Who was the last person to call you?
Bint from the chemist about my refund
Who did you last hug?
Ian
Who is the last person who texted you?
n/a
Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
I belched at William, he understood what I meant.
SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?
at home
Where did you last go?
on the potty
Where did you last hang out?
The Loop
Where do you go to school?
n/a
Where is your favorite place to be?
near the keg
Where did you sleep last night?
bed
FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
Sure
Do you think anyone likes you?
Yep
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Yeah, it's called imagination. Makes for great books and stuff.
Do you know the muffin man?
I thought he was a man, but he was a muffin.
Does the future scare you?
Nah, I'll roll with it.
FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
He's as crazy as I am and tolerates my shit. Plus he's damn cute.
Why did you get a myspace?
Angie invited me over.
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Named after one of my father's friends
Why are you doing this survey?
waiting for the laundry to go into the dryer
THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be??
I'd want something really ineffective, like speed-knitting.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Would have hung out with PH more instead of going to school for my mom.
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
Gun. End it quickly.
TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Yeah, sure, they're all nice people.
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeah, it'll grow back.
ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
Could be better, could be worse, it's not bad.
Pete's doing a bit better. Still taking up his share of resources at NHS and probably driving his doctors crazy. Lord knows he's got enough of them now. He's doing well at home, but as soon as he goes anywhere he starts drinking again. After 40 years of being in pubs and clubs and bars it gets to be a lifestyle. When he's home he's doing well, but he says he's so lonely. It's heartbreaking. That's mostly his complaint now, he's lonely and life is passing him by. He won't get it through his head that he's not 21 anymore, he's 59 for fuck's sake. It's pretty sad, I talk to him every day and there's always a reason why he hasn't done something about anything! Love him, but it's very fucking frustrating. LA's name has been mentioned, as ChrisG's commitments with Marshall have pulled him away. Pete's gotta get better before anything can really happen tho. I don't even think he could handle 'Petecam' duties like he was talking about and keep sober. Two or three years at home, learning how not to drink and then maybe, but not soon. Certainly not now. They're looking at August/September and I hate to be the downer telling everyone it's too soon.
Fin is getting fed up with Wayne Findlay's stuff (says it's too heavy) and it looks like that project is breaking up. Shame, 'cos it would have been fun to work with Kelle Rhoads. Can't understand a damn word Fin tries to say. Better to talk to him in email when I don't have to listen through the burr.
Oh, I passed my ABO test and am now certified according to industry standards. Not state of NY standards, but the rest of the country recognizes me.
There's a bunch of other things that went down while I was gone, but it's like that's already over now and it's movin' the project forward time.
DaveRat was saying the old CalJam in '74 was 105dB spl at 1 mile. Boggling.
(edit)
Added Meme
TEN HOW'S:
How did you get one of your scars?
A shovel
How did you celebrate your last birthday?
I don't think I did. Went to work. SSDD.
How are you feeling at this moment?
Disappointed, a tad grumpy.
How did your night go last night?
Great, if you like getting bit by spiders
How did you do in high school?
Academically just fine, socially I was a failure.
How did you get the shirt you're wearing?
I stole it from a cripple. (Sorry RA)
How often do you see ur best friend?
Occasionally
How much money did you spend last month?
All of it.
How old do you want to be when you get married?
Dead
How old will you be at your next birthday?
Now + 1
NINE WHAT'S:
Your mothers name?
Mare
What did you do last weekend?
Hung out with my dad
What is the most important part of your life?
Friends
What would you rather be doing?
Something stupid and dangerous
What did you last cry over?
Spilt Milk
What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
Excessive speed
What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?
Long hair
What are you worried about?
Tiny, red, blood-sucking spiders crawling in my sheets at night
What did you have for breakfast?
Mt. Dew
EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:
Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
Uh, yeah. My husband was married when I moved in with them.
Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Not really.
Have you ever been out of the country?
Oh ja. I've been to Ohio.
Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
Besides giving it all away to join the circus? Nope.
Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
Sure, knifefights are inevitable.
Have you ever had sex on the beach?
Not that I remember.
Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
No
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Yes
SEVEN WHO’S:
Who was the last person you saw?
William
Who was the last person you texted?
n/a
Who was the last person you hungout with?
My dad
Who was the last person to call you?
Bint from the chemist about my refund
Who did you last hug?
Ian
Who is the last person who texted you?
n/a
Who was the las person you said "i love you" to?
I belched at William, he understood what I meant.
SIX WHERE’S:
Where does your best friend live?
at home
Where did you last go?
on the potty
Where did you last hang out?
The Loop
Where do you go to school?
n/a
Where is your favorite place to be?
near the keg
Where did you sleep last night?
bed
FIVE DO’S/DOES:
Do you like someone right now?
Sure
Do you think anyone likes you?
Yep
Do you ever wish you were someone else?
Yeah, it's called imagination. Makes for great books and stuff.
Do you know the muffin man?
I thought he was a man, but he was a muffin.
Does the future scare you?
Nah, I'll roll with it.
FOUR WHY’S:
Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
He's as crazy as I am and tolerates my shit. Plus he's damn cute.
Why did you get a myspace?
Angie invited me over.
Why did your parents give you the name you have?
Named after one of my father's friends
Why are you doing this survey?
waiting for the laundry to go into the dryer
THREE IF’S:
If you could have one super power what would it be??
I'd want something really ineffective, like speed-knitting.
If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
Would have hung out with PH more instead of going to school for my mom.
If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
Gun. End it quickly.
TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
Yeah, sure, they're all nice people.
Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Yeah, it'll grow back.
ONE LAST QUESTION
Are you happy with your life right now?
Could be better, could be worse, it's not bad.