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Slept, finally, but it was a drugged out comatose sleep not the good sleep it should have been. Better than nothing I guess.
My girl is making bread! She did a good job and it looked wonderful but I didn't get to try any. Too far away from each other still. And her doggy is mobile again. She ended up getting him a little wheely cart thing and he looked so happy in the back yard.
Processing some other stuff, found something hidden in the depths of the internet that really... rrrr. Mad? Can I be that upset over something twenty years ago? He said he was hurt and I didn't ask. I found Tina's domestic violence arrest report. I already wanted to kill her, but now. I just can't fathom how she'd do that to another human. Sure, he had his moments, but it doesn't mean you hit. You learn that in kindergarten. I laughed when she got arrested for the meth and guns, but to actually hurt J physically enough that the cops were called? Nah, bro, not cool. The good thing is Tina doesn't know me and might only have a few photos. I could sneak up on her really easily. And she wouldn't expect it ten years after his death.
And why does he have his hand on the back of my shoulders right below my neck? Encouragement or restraint?
And a new Challenge is up! Time to go. Too many ideas...
My girl is making bread! She did a good job and it looked wonderful but I didn't get to try any. Too far away from each other still. And her doggy is mobile again. She ended up getting him a little wheely cart thing and he looked so happy in the back yard.
Processing some other stuff, found something hidden in the depths of the internet that really... rrrr. Mad? Can I be that upset over something twenty years ago? He said he was hurt and I didn't ask. I found Tina's domestic violence arrest report. I already wanted to kill her, but now. I just can't fathom how she'd do that to another human. Sure, he had his moments, but it doesn't mean you hit. You learn that in kindergarten. I laughed when she got arrested for the meth and guns, but to actually hurt J physically enough that the cops were called? Nah, bro, not cool. The good thing is Tina doesn't know me and might only have a few photos. I could sneak up on her really easily. And she wouldn't expect it ten years after his death.
And why does he have his hand on the back of my shoulders right below my neck? Encouragement or restraint?
And a new Challenge is up! Time to go. Too many ideas...